Tuesday, 19 March 2013

Make A Change!



Good afternoon People?

How’s your life there? Is everything you own working on the right track as you expect too? If it is so, I hope everything will go on the right way for the next day and again and again.

Somehow, it is too long for me not to see you again through this way. I’m not kinda person who gets much attention to something that I do forget at a time. Several days (not only days I guess, it’s almost months), my attention got on something big that I gotta decide as soon as I could. As a result, it’s pretty hard for me to get on my blogger account but the thing that I got to see is I can’t hinder my own passion in sharing something lil bit I feel or I think.

Talking about something related to my past, it was one of my achievements, I guess. I personally come to a new phase where I can honestly do and be someone I want to do. For simply; I decided to resign from my work. It was my first job where I spent almost every day there. If I’m not mistaken, I worked there for about 4 years, and it’s almost five years there, I mean next August this 2013.

As I expected before, people were lil bit shocked knowing that it was my own option to do. I see this. They couldn’t expect about this before. They might think that I was fine doing my job there. Exactly, I am. There was nothing to be countered as not so good thing there. Honestly, I was doing fine there until I decided to resign. They are friendly, and humble, and I felt that I found my own home there. Just for informing, I worked as a teacher there and I love my students too. No compromise for this. 100% true! When I decided to express this, first they were upset and lil bit disappointed with my decision. I realize this. It was normal that they did this so far. I know that they love me too as I love them always. I know that exactly they didn’t want me out of their reach and I felt sorry for this. I gotta choose.

My consideration to take this way to grow mine up is about my final paper. This year I gotta conduct my final paper. It is my final fight my own paper. This is the last war that I have to take. I don’t want doing this without big consideration and big effort to take in. I want to do focus on my own paper. For me it is another big bag to support my journey for the next level. I have to win this war as I want to take another big journey then. It was hard at that time to decide which way I gotta take. I consciously know what effects that I have to see and I realize this.

We are human. We live with our own life and dream. Every day we do normal doing what we are in our life. Deepest on us we build our dream from a little. We know that we may fail completing the puzzle; the dream puzzle! But at least we have our own hands to bring our dreams in, so it will be warm and we will notice that we have something good to do then. My final paper will be my stepping point reaching another dream in my life. Though I don’t really know whether I could be succeed or not, I will try. Nothing gonna be something bad beside let your dream behind as if that you don’t know them at all.

I wanna take it, I wanna make my own story! Reaching our dream is another passionate thing to do!

The other reason is it was my comfort zone. Somebody’s ever talked to me that we may have our own zone. It is the zone where we completely feel successful with what we do and we have. We may have the safe phase where we easily do whatever we like. That was my zone, my comfort zone. I’ve found my own comfort zone the next phase that I may have to take is going out of my zone and see what I can see out there. I do this cause I know that I will not grow tough and strong if I don’t take this chance. You have to move your feet where you step to see the other beauty of this earth!

So why don’t you take your own story to get the next zone you have. You deserve to get better. 
If the next zone that I take doesn’t give me something good or something what I want, it doesn’t matter since I’m ready enough to take another journey because I will be well grown up. Life gives you experience and it is the key for the sake of another journey!

Finally, I just want you know that your life is not only about your surrounding! There are so much awesome things out there! See that they may deserve on you! Happy enjoying your days then 



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